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TOEWS 1,000: Celebrating Chicago's Captain
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He's only 33, with a lot to experience when this relatively brief chapter in life as a decorated superstar ends. That 1,000 milestone -- besides the roughest games of all, 137 in playoffs, matching shifts against opponents' very best -- surely doesn't feel like a millstone. Still, Toews wrestles with current events, such as his 999th start, when the Blackhawks literally turned over a four-goal lead into a brutal unscheduled giveaway, not to the crowd, but to the Buffalo Sabres.
"Losing is not fun," Toews says. "And I've been working to gain a lot of perspective this year. The mentality that has gotten me this far, that competitive drive, is almost becoming my worst enemy because there have been so many challenges that I can't control. It's a learning curve.
"It's easy to get down when you're losing. But it's still a privileged existence. I get energy from being around all these young guys who are working hard and having a blast while doing it. You travel around first class like a bunch of kids, nice dinners and great hotels, being treated like gold, in this bubble. I'm looking ahead, but not too far. There's so much to explore and discover when it's over. It's a tough balance. You love the game, you hate losing."
Toews' nickname, "Captain Serious," came early and stuck like crazy glue. However, it is folly to attach it entirely to hockey. He anticipates the next faceoff, but also beyond. He's about society, community and nutrition too. In a brief conversation, he mentioned politics and the crazed way our world is now. Many young men, with summers off and scads of disposable income, go to Pebble Beach. Toews goes to Peru.
"I love to travel, see what's out there," he says. "When it's over, whenever that is, I'm ready to see and do other things. I've tried to live a bit outside the bubble as a player, but I'll really be able to then. My bucket list? I think I'll always have a connection with hockey, even if I'm not really in it, and then see how much I miss it. There again, I have to appreciate the game and how I can go on to do other things because of it.
"Meanwhile, you try to enjoy what you have now. The other day, right after the deadline, it's not like I was saying I want to be traded or was asking to be traded. It was just frustration. It was emotional. Losing friends and teammates. Again, things you can't control. You have to take what comes and it is what it is."