Marchand acknowledged that during his hearing with the Department of Player Safety on Monday afternoon, officials from the league brought up his prior history - he's been suspended six times previously, including two games for slew-footing the Rangers' Derick Brassard in 2015 - as part of the discussion.
The Bruins' leading scorer said that he had hoped the league would consider his efforts to shed that reputation in recent years, pointing out that he has ranked third behind Edmonton's Connor McDavid and Leon Draisaitl in points over the past several seasons while turning into a perennial Hart Trophy candidate.
"I have tried extremely hard over the last four years to get away from the reputation I've had," said Marchand, who was last suspended in Jan. 2018. "I think I've done an extremely good job at that. I know early on that I crossed over the line a lot of times and it's unfortunate that that continues to haunt me. If you go back, it's 310-plus games. So almost four years of good, hard - I mean, I play hard. There's no question. And I compete.
"I'm no longer the player that I was that had to break into the league, the way that I felt like I had to establish myself. I was hoping that at this point, they would have seen past what has gone on before that…I feel like I've complete transformed myself from the player I was to a player that should be respected in this league for his abilities."
Marchand did recognize, however, that his history will always be a part of the conversation.
"I'm not oblivious to my past and I don't deny that it's there and say that I deserved everything there," said Marchand. "In these hearings, it will always be brought up…I was hoping that it wouldn't be because I've worked to kind of get away from that and become a good player. I was kind of hoping that it would not be part of it and I would be given the benefit of the doubt.
"But again, that's not up for me to decide and I'm not going to criticize them. They're doing their job the way that they feel is fit. I just was a little caught off guard because of the way that things have been dealt with recently. So, I was hoping it would be dealt that way and not because of my previous issue."