Johns said he definitely will have to deal with emotions Saturday. He had to ponder whether his career might be over, and he certainly had to deal with the frustration of why his head wouldn't respond the way he wanted to.
Asked what he missed most about not playing, Johns said "It's hard not to get emotional asking that question. I think you miss every single thing. I think the hardest part was sitting up in the stands and just watching tough losses and not being able to be in the locker room with the guys after -- and after big wins. Every single aspect that you could imagine about the game of hockey.
"For people who play and that have been in locker rooms, they understand the culture of it, and I was kind of by myself there for 22 months and that was probably the hardest days of my life, for sure. But it puts a lot of things in perspective and life is really good, and it's been really good here the past couple weeks. So, hopefully, it keeps turning that way."
Johns, 27, has played 150 regular season games and 13 playoff games with the Stars. He had moved himself into the top four on defense during the 2017-18 season and earned a three-year contract that averages $2.35 million. The next fall, he had to deal with the headaches. But if he can return to the player he was, the Stars could get a huge addition.
"You could see what he could bring. The size, the skills, the shot, the heavy play. So, I'm excited to see him play," Stars interim coach Rick Bowness said. "I think he's probably got the heaviest shot we have back there, so that will be a big asset for us. When you can skate like he can and you're as physical and strong … listen, he brings a lot of tools to the game and we need to let him play and we need let him get the rust out to see what he can do."
Johns was so good in his two games in the AHL that the Stars shortened his conditioning stint. They could have allowed him to play three AHL games and then brought him back after the eight-day mid-season break, but said they felt he was ready to play now.
"It's good that he went down and played that couple of games to get a little rust out of him," Bowness said.
Johns had a goal and three assists in the first game back.
"The games in Austin -- the first night was pretty special, something I'll never forget for the rest of my life," Johns said. "I think just getting through that game and knowing that I can play this game again and be physical at the same time, and not just play on my heels every shift. It felt really good to hit people, and it felt even better to get hit and felt good to be sore and block shots.