"It's even kind of hard to imagine myself here [at 2016 Honda NHL All-Star Weekend] right now," Holtby said. "Growing up, every level I was never really the star player. I've always just kind of been having to prove myself at different areas and levels, and to be an NHL all-star just doesn't really seem right yet. I feel like I still have a lot of work to do. I know I do."
Which is why Holtby says it's easier for him to be a thinker, to focus on the present which wasn't always the case for him.
When he was playing in juniors or in the minor leagues, be it the East Coast Hockey League or the American Hockey League, Holtby said his mind wandered because he was nervous about his future, his career, what was ahead, and if he could make it.
He was confident, but he didn't know. No one does.
Holtby has made it, so the next step, and the only step he's thinking about, is to play as well coming out of All-Star Weekend as he was going into it. That would keep Holtby in position for a memorable 2016.
He is already 30-5-3 with a .929 save percentage and 2.07 goals-against average in 39 starts this season. He's on pace for 68 starts and 52 wins this season. Martin Brodeur holds the single-season record for wins with 48.
"It's been a long process with our organization the last few years," Holtby said. "We had to really look ourselves in the mirror a couple years ago and think about how we were doing things personally, as a team, everything. We didn't think we were doing good enough things on and off the ice to create a winning mentality, a Stanley Cup winning team. This year is the first year it's starting to click."