But when Ryan returned to Anaheim to face the Ducks, he got a taste
"Just warming up on the opposite side, talking to the guys at the red line and whatnot — I never had that experience before," Ryan said. "Being in the visiting room when you're only 15 feet away, it's a much different feeling."
Alfredsson got that Wednesday at Joe Louis Arena in his first game for the Detroit Red Wings against his former team. It was another milestone in the healing process.
"As with a lot of things, only time can really fix stuff and that's what I think this situation needs as well," Senators defenceman Erik Karlsson said. "It's just going to take time, and it doesn't really matter what you do, what you say or how you feel. You're just going to have to wait it out for it to feel a little bit normal again."
The new normal is Alfredsson in bright red with the winged wheel on his chest. There's no letter above it, either.
"It's a long time in one spot as the captain of the team," Spezza said. "I imagine it's weird for him. It's weird for us to see him in a Wings jersey. I can imagine him seeing me wearing the 'C' is different for him, but it's the reality of the situation and I'm sure he's moved past it."
On the ice for warm-ups, Alfredsson didn't stray from routine. Meanwhile, Spezza convened the Senators' leadership group that includes Erik Karlsson, Chris Neil and Chris Phillips while the rest of the team went about its business.
For Ottawa's players, this was business as usual — game No. 8 of 82 — because Alfredsson has been gone since signing with the Red Wings on July 5.
"We all kind of moved on from it the day it happened," goaltender Craig Anderson said. "We can't change it. You can sit there and sulk all you want and complain, but at the end of the day it wasn't up to us. It is what happened and you have to move on. If you sit there and dwell on the past you're not going to be very good in the future."
Alfredsson has also tried to move on, insisting there's no ill will toward the organization that employed him for almost two decades.
"I think it was more just emotions about leaving the city and all the friends and people behind that made my time there so special," he said. "I think that was the hardest. There wasn't resentment towards anyone or anybody. I think just leaving the city and everything behind."
Returning to that city is the next and perhaps final step in the separation. Alfredsson's first game back in Ottawa comes Dec. 1.
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